Days like this, I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel insanely sick. Lately I always catch myself staring at my hands and arms.  They look so frail and thin. Well, I have been skinny all my life so I don’t know what else I’m complaining.  Perhaps it’s just my flu working overtime.

I caught the flu virus almost a week ago and right now I feel it’s still working against my body. It’s like the virus prolonged its stay and attack me with anxiety-driven side effects. It breeds right there in my brain.

Then again it may just be the weather.  There are instances (within this week) that I sweat profusely like my whole body is being immersed in warm water like I’m ready to boil any minute and then I get caught in the rain and still perspiring. How crazy is that.

And all the food that I am eating feels so heavy in the stomach.  The heaviness that doesn’t make you feel full but you want to throw the food out and yet your  tummy growls in hunger. Feeling hungry and throwing up at the same time is definitely insane.

I think my whole body chemistry is coming to a major shift I think I’ll call it “Stresses of aging”. Darn!